jaycee is a PIMP

Tears and blood mix on my chest

~YOU SUX MY NUTTZ~

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[12 Apr 2005|06:51pm]

[ mood | tired ]

[ music | the radio ]

( why again! )

6 can suck my right nutt

[02 Mar 2005|07:24pm]

[ mood | sad ]

[ music | the T.V ]

hey, well not much has been going on and i havent updated in a while but thats because i dont have anything to update for well iv been kinda bummed out lately today was softballs first game and as we all no i got kicked off cuz i miss the grade shit by one point so i was mad and was bummed out cuz its not fair but yet lifes not fair and i just want to play again thats all so after they told me i had to switch out i went to beging one of there managers but today they told me again that i caint be one becuase i coundlent ride the buss so they said i had to switch out AGAIN!!!! how fuckin gay is that im soo mad and i fucked my arm up in pitching im just haveing a bad day i guess no more softball for me im just a big fatt ugly loser who does nothing but FUCK UP but oo well what can you say... i give up on everything school work softball pitching and everything else i give up everything i do or try to do or work for comes crumbling down so why bother doing or trying to do anything anymore but whatever ...well school suxs lifes boreing....but i had fun on fri we rented movies and order rubys to go how cool is that and all the weekends before or everytime im with you i have goodtimes with you too with lots of memories 8-) you allways seem to make my day or make me feel better in some way or some how and thanxs ..... okay well i guess ill go and stop complaing cuz it seems like thats all do now an days bye

<33 jaycee

( take a chance )

9 can suck my right nutt

[27 Jan 2005|05:35pm]

[ mood | scared ]

I GET MY TEETH PULLED OUT TOMORROW!!!!! AHHHH IM SOOO SCARDE 8-(

1 can suck my right nutt

[09 Jan 2005|03:41pm]

[ mood | scared ]

FILL IT OUT PLEASE

do you's
1. do you think im cute?
2. do you want to kiss me?
3. do you want to cuddle with me?
4. do you want to hook up with me?
5. do you think im smart?
6. do you currently miss me?
7. do you think we are good friends?
8. do you hate me?
9. do you think I'm annoying?

are we's
1. are we aquaintences?
2. are we friends?
3. are we hook ups?
4. are we in a relationship?
5. are we gonna have kids?
6. are we gonna hook up (if we haven't already)?
7. are you attracted to me?

am i's
1. am i sexy?
2. am i fun to be around?
3. am i funny?
4. am i cool?
5. am i the most brilliant person ever?...hehe?
6. am i important to you?

would you's
1. would you hang out with me?
2. would you date me?
3. would you be my hook up?
4. would you be my girlfriend/boyfriend?
5. would you have sex with me?

have you ever?
1. have you ever thought about me?
2. have you ever thought there might be an "us"?
3. have you ever thought about about hooking up with me?
4. have you ever found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
5. have you ever wished i were there?
6. Have you ever thought about me while masturbating?
7. have you ever lied to me?
8. have you ever felt nervous around me?
9. have you ever been sad because of me?
10.have you ever been mad at me?

are you's
1. are you done with this survey?
2. are you happy you know me?
3. are you thinking bout me?
4. are you going to repost this so that i will return the favor?

( EHHHH.... )

1 can suck my right nutt

[03 Jan 2005|07:22pm]

[ mood | pleased ]

hii ...wow its been a long time scence iv updated but i dont no what to say my break has been okay so far kinda boreing actually really boreing my christmas was okay and my new years was good i got to spend it with a really really special person.. the last couple of times that i have updated i think i said that i was sad but im not sad anymore alot of things have changed and changed for the better i coundlent be any more happier and coundlent ask for anything more im gunna start the new year off with a good attitude and have a postive motive on life im gunna try and have a good/high selfesteem about my self no more low selfesteem and saying shit about my self im gunna hold my head up high and chin up and not care what anyone thinks .......okay well i guess ill shut up now im gunna go watch some moives cuz im borde i hope everyone is doing good
( for that one special person )

21 can suck my right nutt

[06 Dec 2004|07:10pm]

[ mood | mellow ]

EVERYONE...
Post a memory of me in the comments. It can be anything you want... a funny story, inside jokes, something embarassing, how we met, something random, whatever... Post however many you want. Then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.....

( wow i got really borde )

17 can suck my right nutt

[21 Nov 2004|07:48pm]

[ mood | drained ]

hii.... well i had a good weekend lets see on fri i went to zoe house because she was grounded so i kept her company and we had alot of fun we talked about like EVERYTHING it was cool and it was sooo cold outside thow but its okay the blankets kinda helped then on sat we went to this place for my birthday it was kinda fun too then alot of people ended up going well not alot but kinda lets see robert michael james franco doug zoe the sixtos sisters demetres raad and a couple more people just caint think of them then we went back to my house god it took too trips to get everyone back at my house it was way boreing at my house but thats okay then they all left and alicia and zoe slept over it was fun we ran in the rain and jumped in the puddles and laughed then i forgot what else we did we did more stuff just caint think........ and lets see today it sun and i did nothing i dyed zoe hair cuz im cool like that and we got up at like 8 in the morning and talked about funny stuff only she and i no what went on hahahha zoe i love you oh yea i cut my hair too its kinda short but it will grow back well yea thats about it and my weekend...well alot of things seem to be getting better still have my ups and dowms but i mean when dont people were only human right??... right! ................( ...SO TRUE... )

7 can suck my right nutt

[15 Nov 2004|07:16pm]

[ mood | thirsty ]

[ music | ZOE ON THE PHONE ]

ITS MY BIRTHDAY IN TWO DAYS!!!!!! 8-) ............

P.S. I LOVE ZOE (SHE MADE ME RIGHT THAT) AND SHE IS MY B.F.FA.E.E (SHE MADE ME RIGHT THAT TOO 8-)

1 can suck my right nutt

[31 Oct 2004|09:41pm]

[ mood | sad ]

[ music | that one song but i forgot the name ]

hii....WOW life suxs the weeks that have been passing have been sooo boreing theres nothing to do well yesterday was taryns birthday and it was fun kinda i got to talk to a old friend that i havent talked to in along time it was cool i missed him alot we use to talk alot or actually all the time then we just stopped then we talked again last night for the first in like forever maybe we will keep in touch now.....i think im haveing a heart attack my chest hurst sooo bad i dont no what to do oo well well today was halloween it was sooo boreing and soooooo COLD i took my little sister out she had fun (i think).......... im soo lonely im tierd of it theres nothing i can write cuz i have such a boreing life some one please make it exciting well on tuesday the 2nd that would be the day my grandma died it will be 1 year i really miss her i hope she doing good where ever she is so that makes me sad .... my birthday is comeing up and i dont really care for it i would be excited for it but i have no one to spend it with cuz i have no friends or peole dont care so w.e ill just spend it by my self i guess... i just feel like crying right about now i have so many things running threw my head its UNBELIVEABLE its driveing my crazy and my chest is pounding and my mom is yelling at me non of this is makeing things any better well i better go and fold my cloths my mom is nagging at me 8-(

......xoxo

2 can suck my right nutt

[20 Oct 2004|10:06pm]

[ mood | lonely ]

ugh...??? but anyways

One, Metallica

I can't remember anything,
Can't tell if this is true or dream,
Deep down inside I feel to scream,
This terrible silence stops it there

Now that the war is through with me,
I'm waking up, I cannot see,
That there's not much left of me,
Nothing is real but pain now

Hold my breath as I wish for death,
Oh please God, wake me

Back in the womb it's much too real,
In pumps life that I must feel,
But can't look forward to reveal,
Look to the time when I'll live

Fed through the tube that sticks in me,
Just like a wartime novelty,
Tied to machines that make me be,
Cut this life off from me

Hold my breath as I wish for death,
Oh please God, wake me

Now the world is gone I'm just one,
Oh God, help me hold my breath as I wish for death,
Oh please God, help me

Darkness, imprisoning me,
All that I see,
Absolute horror,
I cannot live,
I cannot die,
Trapped in myself,
Body my holding cell

Landmine, Has taken my sight,
Taken my speech,
Taken my hearing,
Taken my arms,
Taken my legs,
Taken my soul,
Left me with life in hell

1 can suck my right nutt

[15 Oct 2004|08:45pm]

[ mood | blah ]

yesssss i got a new phone its the same # and everything sooo everyone just leave me your # so i can add it bac in to my phone ... yea thats about it bye

3 can suck my right nutt

[14 Oct 2004|09:41pm]

[ mood | frustrated ]

HII ......... GOD LIFE SUX IT CAN FUCKIN SUX MY RIGHT NUTT FOR ALL I FUCKIN CARE WHEN AM I GUNNA GET BAC MY HAPPY LIFE THAT I ONCE HAD I LAUGHED ALL THE TIME I ALLWASY HAD A SMILE ON MY FACE I WAS HAPPY TO BE ME NOW I JUST WISH I COULD CRAWL IN TO A ILLTE BALL AND LIKE DIE OR SOMETHING i want you bac in my life even as justfriends .... WHEN DOES LIFE GET BETTER JUST WHEN YOU THINK EVERYTHING IS GUNNA BE OKAY EVERYTHING GOES WRONG AGAIN... ITS LIKE A ROLLER COSTER YOU HAVE YOUR UPS AND YOUR DOWNS YOU CAN HAVE SUCH GOOD DAYS THEN YOU CAN HAVE SUCH HORRIBLE ONES .... BUT W.E NOTHING REALLY TO SAY WORDS CAINT EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL IM SO POST TO BE GOING TO PALM SPRINGS BUT I DONT WANT TO ANY MORE CUZ I DONT WANT TO GO BY MY SELF AN BE ALL ALONE AND LONLEY BUT W.E WHEN AM I NOT.... THATS NOTHING NEW .... I MIGHT BE GETTING ON A NEW TRAVLE BALL TEAM I HAD TRY OUTS FOR IT TODAY AND THEY WANT ME TO COME BAC .... I MISS MY PHONE AND MY PURSE AND EVERYTHING ELSE I HAD IN THERE YEA BUT ITS LONG GONE .... WHY AM I SUCH A LOSER ....I CAINT DOANYTHING RIGHT I CAINT MAKE ANY ONE HAPPY I CAINT EVEN MAKE MY SELF HAPPY I NEED PEOPLE TO ENTERTAIN ME TALK TO ME KEEP ME COMPANY OR SOMETHING IM A LONER HAHAHA OO WELL ITS ALL GOOD .... WELL MY BIRTHDAY IS COMEING UP SOON ... WELL KINDA SOON IN LIKE A MONTH HAHAHHA THATS A LONG TIME I DONT THINK IM GUNNA DOANYTHING CUZ IM A LOSER LIKE THAT OKAY WELL IM GUNNA GO BYE

*~*JAYCEE*~*

8 can suck my right nutt

[11 Oct 2004|05:47pm]

[ mood | horny ]

[ music | PLEASE FILL IT OUT PLEASE IF YOU LOVE YOU ]

PLEASE FILL IT OUT PLEASE WITH CHERRIES ON TOP

What Would You Do If
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I was becoming suicidal:
I killed myself:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:

What Do You Think About My
Personality:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Family:

Would You
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word:
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?

8 can suck my right nutt

[07 Oct 2004|08:13pm]

[ mood | happy ]

wow i had just about the best day i ever had in a long time ...... everything went great but the only bad thig is that i got my hole life stolen from me (my purse) some fuckin bitch stole my purse can you belive that im soooo mad that killed me day soo bad all that i really want out of there is my cell phone cuz thats all i care about and my camera i was sooo sad that my camera was in there i was sooo excited to get it devloped to soo yea now i have no phone 8( and i lost everyones # so everyone that can tell me there house # and cell# cuz im gunna get a new one..... well anyways yea today was a good day i hope all my days are like this from now on you dont even no how happy i am and jason cam home with me (thats one reason why) and we had fun 8) omg jason you should have been in the car on the way home after droping you off it was sooo funny my mom ill tell you the story later ooo i wanted to say thanxs to SARAH SMITH cuz she helped me all luch to try and look for my purse so thanxs I LOVE YOU it ment alot to me (even thow we didnt find it ) its all good well i guess im done fro now oo yea my compter works again yay bye

2 can suck my right nutt

[02 Oct 2004|07:38pm]

[ mood | lonely ]

hey. wow its been quite a long time scence iv been on here well alot has happend thats all i have to say my life is boreing and gay and im lonley but its all good school sux hate every min of it and for some odd reason im shhakeing really bad but ooo well my computer doesnt work so im on this stupid gay lap top that i hate and icaint type but w.e ummm im really borde yea thats about it i just watched jersey girl with my mom it was a cute movie ... yea well i need to make some friends im a big loser that has no friends im a loner hahahahah ooo well yea i feel pretty sad and bummed i want to get out of the house but yet i have no friends to go out with i think yesterdayi was pretty happy havent been that happy in along time it felt nice and today i was happy toi dont no why i was just singing in the mirror and the chower while iwas getting ready i was trying to entertain my self and i did but now im just sad but oo well well enough about my sad boreing no life that i dont have i better go im stating to bore myself ::jaycee::

4 can suck my right nutt

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